Alone

Alone

Sitting,

Alone,

Lifes perfect

Walking

Alone

quietly

I hit the wall of reality

Life smacks me in the face

Wow

Everything is making sense

Why?

Why did you leave me?

Why did you not answer my call?

Do you not care that I am alone?

Do you not realize I need a friend holding my hand helping me through

every up and every down?

I cant be alone

My thoughts run crazy alone

will you ever answer my calls?

Will you please stick by my side

Stay near me

Sitting

Staring at a blank spot on the wall

Devistated

tears crawl down my face

Please dont leave me

Please answer my calls

Be my helpful hand

Hold me through it all

Love me

Laugh with me

Live with me

Forever

I wish

I Wish

Why do people have to constantly get into other peoples business

Why is there always that one guy who bullies and picks on me

I try my hardest to fit in

I dress, do my hair, EVERYTHING possible

Just to fit in a smidge more.

I have a huge group of friends

And even some of them I dont fit in with.

Sometimes I just wish I was invisible

Then I'd fit in a little more

Wherever I am

I wish only teachers could see me

Only my parents

Only my true friends

My boyfriend

The people that really matter to me

I wish I could go everyday as myslef

no one else

Not having to fit in

Not having to worry about the bully

about everyone around me

What they are saying

What they are whispering

I wish I fit in just a little bit

I wish people wouldn't just until they got to know me

I am not mean

I wish everyone could have a kind heart

I wish a lot of things but know that everyday that we go on

Only of few things will come true

Yet I still wish

My Heart Your Heart The Heart

My Heart Your Heart The Heart
By Alexandra Greer

My heart
a fragile
wonderful thing
until harmed or hurt
Be careful as to who you trade with
they may hurt or destroy your feelings
Your heart
a place to feel safe and love
But only until the heart is destroyed
be careful to protect your heart as much as possible
The heart
a place of compassion, joy and lots of love
but dont give to anyone who is anyone only to the one
I love you
three words that could make you the happiest ever
or three words that could completely kill your spirit
but only till the next
I love you!

Do you love me?

Do you love me?

                    Alexandra Greer

Do you care anyone’s feelings besides your own?

Or do you at least care about the ones closest to you?

Why can’t you be loving and caring every day?

Why does it have to be every other day?

Every other hour?

Every other minute?

Why do you go around telling everyone how great I am,

Then yell at me the next minute?

Why can’t you be normal?

I can’t handle anymore,

The tears are drying out  

I would fight back but the fear is too heavy

I am emotionally and mentally hurt

I am confused

Do you love me?

Run Away

Run Away

Running away is it the best ides or will that cause more problems?

Have you ever gotten yourself so deep you just want to run away?

I want to know what the best is

I can’t figure it out anymore

I thought life was going great and then down down down it went

I have never seen something flash by so quickly

Why does it have to be this way?

I feel as though everything happens to me

EVERYTHING 

I know that is a little selfish but you can’t hold your feelings in

So when I let them out I get into trouble!

I want everything to be perfect 

Not dumb and sickening

But perfect!

I want to just run away from my problems 

I want to know that I am loved even if I do something wrong

So why not run away

I will maybe not feel anything then

Or will I feel worse?

I want o know answers I don’t like not knowing

I am so confused in so many ways!

I need help!

So I want to Run Away!

Oh Snow to the Christmas

I could hear them singing

“It’s the holiday season and Santa clause is coming round the Christmas snow is white on the ground”

Oh my gosh snow, I love snow

The freezing cold, snow ball fights, snow angels

The snow melting on my tongue or the pretty sparkle of it on the ground

It is the one thing that says Christmas is coming

The Christmas joy starts to fill the air!

You can feel it as someone walks by with a smile on their face and a bag in their hand

The happiness of children knowing Santa is coming is everywhere

Ginger bread men at every store with their smiles so large and smell so delicious!

Soon the children will be asleep and the sugar plums dancing in their head

For soon they awake

To see below the tree

Presents galore oh the joy they will have to see the one that’s theirs

They grab it so quick no one denies

The ripping now sings through the ears, then the great excitement to see a new toy

Merry Christmas to all and to all a great life!

 

 

Why do you Care?

Why do you care?
By Alexandra Greer

Every day you look at me
You say
“Wow”
Every day you hear my laughter
Again you say
“Wow”
But if you ever took the time
To hear
My Thoughts,
My heart,
My Life,
You would say “wow”
But this time
You'd Care!