Alone

Alone

Sitting,

Alone,

Lifes perfect

Walking

Alone

quietly

I hit the wall of reality

Life smacks me in the face

Wow

Everything is making sense

Why?

Why did you leave me?

Why did you not answer my call?

Do you not care that I am alone?

Do you not realize I need a friend holding my hand helping me through

every up and every down?

I cant be alone

My thoughts run crazy alone

will you ever answer my calls?

Will you please stick by my side

Stay near me

Sitting

Staring at a blank spot on the wall

Devistated

tears crawl down my face

Please dont leave me

Please answer my calls

Be my helpful hand

Hold me through it all

Love me

Laugh with me

Live with me

Forever

I wish

I Wish

Why do people have to constantly get into other peoples business

Why is there always that one guy who bullies and picks on me

I try my hardest to fit in

I dress, do my hair, EVERYTHING possible

Just to fit in a smidge more.

I have a huge group of friends

And even some of them I dont fit in with.

Sometimes I just wish I was invisible

Then I'd fit in a little more

Wherever I am

I wish only teachers could see me

Only my parents

Only my true friends

My boyfriend

The people that really matter to me

I wish I could go everyday as myslef

no one else

Not having to fit in

Not having to worry about the bully

about everyone around me

What they are saying

What they are whispering

I wish I fit in just a little bit

I wish people wouldn't just until they got to know me

I am not mean

I wish everyone could have a kind heart

I wish a lot of things but know that everyday that we go on

Only of few things will come true

Yet I still wish