My Pencil, My Paper and I

My Paper, My Pencil, and I

Here you sit, reading my poems.

Are you doing it alone?

Are reading thinking oh man i'm so lonely?

Cause I'm writing this thinking, oh man I'm so lonely.

But does anyoneknow why you'd be lonely?

I wish I knew cause honestly I have no clue.

Oh but who bothers completely with loneliness and who bothers with anything

I try to stay here with my pencil, and my paper.

That way I can write

I can write each emotion, each question and my loneliness away.

I can be free.

You reading it, is this helping your loneliness, your questions, and your emotions?

Do you feel better?

Are you happy?

You are making me happy.

By reading what my pencil, my paper and I can do.

By reading my emotions, my loneliness, and my questions.

Your making me happy.

It is a lot right, the emotions, the loneliness, the questions.

You can come up with a ton, right?
You come up with happiness.

You come up with love, with friendships.

You dont need an adopt of friend website.

You need my pencil, my paper, and me, just to right a poem.
Cause I'd love to be your friend.

With my pencil, my paper, and I!

Look into the Distance

Look into the Distance

Alexandra Greer

You look off into the distance

What do you see?

Do you see your future?

do you see me?

My dream..is for you to look into the distance

into your future and to see me!

You and I

Hand in Hand

Arm in Arm

In love, Happy

Do you want the same thing?

If not please tell me

If not please help me, help me through this, dont leave me alone!

If you want that, would you hurt me?

Would you do anything to get that?

Why watch me as my heart falls, trips and lands on its face.

Why?

You are my best friend but why not more?

Did you know that

I love you!

You have been there for me,

I will be there for you~

We have helped each other through so much

I want you to know,

I want to see you more

I want to be more apart of your life.

If I could fly, I'd fly to you!

Would you want the same?

Would you do the same thing?

Saying goodbye, leaving you, not being with you

It is so hard, so why do it?

I dont like being alone, being lonely.

You said yourself,

I am your other half, I complete you.

So if this is true why leave me alone?

I am sorry, I am sorry

I am saying to much

But it simply keeps spilling, falling from my heart!

You are amazing, you light the sky like a star!

I love stars, you know!

You will always be a tattoo, a tattoo on my heart,

it will never leave me, you will never leave me

When we are together my heart jumps,

you touch my hand softly, I get chills

You absolutely make me jump, you are amazing~

We may have our ups and downs but it makes me love you more.

It makes me want to be with you more.

But tomorrow is another day!

I guess we'll have to see,

we have to see where life takes us

where God takes us!

What a bumpy road

You look into the distance,

what do you see?

Do you see your future?

Do you see me?

Cause,

I love you!

Hello-Happiness, Goodbye-Tears

Hello-Happiness, Goodbye-Tears

Alexandra Greer

Tears,

do you know the point of them?

Nothing!

Simply to make you feel worse about yourself.

I feel good while I am crying

Its the after math that kills

it makes you even more depressed

Sometimes I wish God would take tears a way.

Leaving rainbows of happiness.

You know that that would be great

Everyday leaves a knew challenge each one worse then the next, or thats how we feel.

Well the worst is saying Good bye.

That one is the hardest of them all.

Your with the one you love, just being happy.

then the day comes you have to say good bye.

sure it is the best for both of you.

sure it is what God wants but you know it is the so hard.

Just that one word.

GoodBye~

It's awful.

you know, that one word can lead you into the raining and pouring down of

Tears.

Simple as that.

Good bye and your crying up a storm. Sure it probably feels great.

But dont forget of how your going to feel after,

not better but worse.

What if when God took tears away he also took

Goodbye away.

That way we would only have hello.

Would that simply leave forever love and happiness.

Or is there more to get in the way of that.

I guess we wont know.

If we do know its cause we are in Heaven, thats where everything is Perfect.

But we'll just have to wait and see that beautiful place until God wants us there.

So for now, we have happiness and tears.

Hellos and Goodbyes.

And You know we will live!

Alone

Alone

Sitting,

Alone,

Lifes perfect

Walking

Alone

quietly

I hit the wall of reality

Life smacks me in the face

Wow

Everything is making sense

Why?

Why did you leave me?

Why did you not answer my call?

Do you not care that I am alone?

Do you not realize I need a friend holding my hand helping me through

every up and every down?

I cant be alone

My thoughts run crazy alone

will you ever answer my calls?

Will you please stick by my side

Stay near me

Sitting

Staring at a blank spot on the wall

Devistated

tears crawl down my face

Please dont leave me

Please answer my calls

Be my helpful hand

Hold me through it all

Love me

Laugh with me

Live with me

Forever

I wish

I Wish

Why do people have to constantly get into other peoples business

Why is there always that one guy who bullies and picks on me

I try my hardest to fit in

I dress, do my hair, EVERYTHING possible

Just to fit in a smidge more.

I have a huge group of friends

And even some of them I dont fit in with.

Sometimes I just wish I was invisible

Then I'd fit in a little more

Wherever I am

I wish only teachers could see me

Only my parents

Only my true friends

My boyfriend

The people that really matter to me

I wish I could go everyday as myslef

no one else

Not having to fit in

Not having to worry about the bully

about everyone around me

What they are saying

What they are whispering

I wish I fit in just a little bit

I wish people wouldn't just until they got to know me

I am not mean

I wish everyone could have a kind heart

I wish a lot of things but know that everyday that we go on

Only of few things will come true

Yet I still wish

My Heart Your Heart The Heart

My Heart Your Heart The Heart
By Alexandra Greer

My heart
a fragile
wonderful thing
until harmed or hurt
Be careful as to who you trade with
they may hurt or destroy your feelings
Your heart
a place to feel safe and love
But only until the heart is destroyed
be careful to protect your heart as much as possible
The heart
a place of compassion, joy and lots of love
but dont give to anyone who is anyone only to the one
I love you
three words that could make you the happiest ever
or three words that could completely kill your spirit
but only till the next
I love you!

Do you love me?

Do you love me?

                    Alexandra Greer

Do you care anyone’s feelings besides your own?

Or do you at least care about the ones closest to you?

Why can’t you be loving and caring every day?

Why does it have to be every other day?

Every other hour?

Every other minute?

Why do you go around telling everyone how great I am,

Then yell at me the next minute?

Why can’t you be normal?

I can’t handle anymore,

The tears are drying out  

I would fight back but the fear is too heavy

I am emotionally and mentally hurt

I am confused

Do you love me?